Вернулся в Россию после 3 лет эмиграции: Депрессия, Долги, Потеря себя. Честный разговор со Ставром

In this candid conversation, Stavro opens up about his return to Russia after three years abroad, discussing the depression, debts, and loss of self he experienced. He starts by recounting the day with him at 00:00, then explains why he left for Barcelona at 00:56, the burnout he felt from blogging at 03:35, and how his finances ran out at 04:51. He reflects on the rise and fall of 7F United at 06:13, the stages of his blogging career at 09:46, and the peak earnings that could have bought him a couple of apartments at 13:10. He describes his life when money ran out at 13:48, his activities after moving to Barcelona at 14:48, and his newfound passion for poker at 17:38, including a story about a €400 stake at 21:48. He also talks about yachting and SMM at 24:27, whether he revived his channel for money at 26:57, the advertising he did at 27:39, and the risks of poker at 29:55. He explains why he didn't participate in the Fifer Cup at 34:37, his debts and working as a waiter at 37:47, his lack of stable employment at 38:48, his breakups and dates at 42:51, the highlights of his time in Barcelona at 45:32, his dreams and salary at 48:13, his decision to quit alcohol at 53:03, his relationship with German and farewell to Amkal at 55:50, and what weighed most heavily on him at 58:46. At 01:02:41 he discusses his depression, at 01:07:21 he shares suicidal thoughts, at 01:09:11 he considers poker as therapy, at 01:11:02 he reflects on what surprised him after returning to Russia, at 01:13:10 he meets his family after three years, at 01:17:03 he feels like a guest in Moscow, at 01:18:02 he talks about future plans, at 01:20:44 he sets his poker goals, and at 01:21:43 he has a conversation with his 20‑year‑old self about his dreams.