RUE BENNETT | TRAUMA

That's where you are.

You're sick.

The whole system's on the verge of collapse.

If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would.

And the addict in you is trying to sell you on the same shit that got you sick in the first place.

And if you keep going the way you're going, you'll rot from the inside until you cave in and die.

You did this to me!

Do you want to get clean?

Yep.

I'm sorry, but I can't think of anything, so...

You don't understand.

This was the most frightening moment a mother could witness.

Everything you feel and wish and want to forget, it all just sinks.

Ali?

Yeah?

You shouldn't really plan on being here that long.

I don't really want to be a part of it.

I don't even want to witness it.

You said you weren't gonna be here much longer.

Okay, Ben?

How do you want your mom and sister to remember you?

I'm so happy.

As someone who tried really hard to be someone I couldn't.

You didn't come out of the womb when you were a person.

You, Rude, came out of the womb a beautiful baby girl who unbeknownst to her had a couple of wires crossed.

You've been fighting a losing game since the first day you got high.

You're being fucking rude.

Open the door!

They see you as weak, they see you as cruel.

They think, why should I give a fuck about her if she doesn't give a fuck about herself and anybody else?

I think I need to go back on medication.

Why does this girl deserve my time, my patience, my sympathy, right?

If she wants to kill herself, let her.

I used to be okay with it, you know.

The anger.

The level of anger.

Everyone's just out to make everyone else not seem human.

Maybe this is the universe's punishment for me being a piece of shit all my time.

Stealing from my mom.

Hitting her in the face.

Why not love me?

Maybe I deserve to get my ass left at a train station at 1 a.m., you know?

Drugs change who you are as a person.

I want you to tell me where you were!

I just said I want to fucking eat!

Don't you talk to me like that, you know what?

I'll drop test you!

We went to fucking preschool together?

That does not make us best fucking friends.

Are you doing this because you care about me?

If you gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have sold me a fucking drug in the first place!

It's like you have a split personality disorder.

Ali, I picked up a piece of glass.

I pointed it at my mom.

And I told her I was gonna kill her.

But are you okay with that?

No.

I got faith in you.

Why?

I just do.

Thank you.