$UICIDEBOY$ - I NO LONGER FEAR THE RAZOR GUARDING MY HEEL (V) (Lyric Video)

I'll tell you a secret.

Something they don't teach you in your temple.

The gods envy us.

They envy us because we're mortal.

Because any moment might be our last.

Everything's more beautiful because

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No matter how hard it gets, no matter how tough Don't disobey when I say give me the gun If I don't let my demons out to breathe I'll end up with some more to pair far away Come and visit me from time to time I bet you all the bitches I was ever with Yet you're still on my mind

When you're smokin' and drinkin', it's hot I've been copin' and dealin' with pain Stole up a lot with my mom, yeah I just be hopin' to buy Another day workin', I'm wastin' away The exact thing that I wanna buy, that's time Yeah, I'm in that double, I'm fallin' to fuck I'm out cookin', I'm out for the low Tell you strong enough, I'm not cryin' alone Cause my daddy just hit a new low Everyday bad news

The worst part about hell is not the flames, it's the hopelessness.

And I think that

is the part of hell that a person in depression really takes.

The hopelessness, the terrible hopelessness comes over.

Everything's black.

But I just give em' this for real

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Feelin' like I don't know who to fuck with Tryna figure out where the stage is and I'll be there Till the bitter end, I proceed with a hollow heart Cut my wounds and call it off, watch me as I fall apart Yeah, pull up callin' and they wonderin' which one I like

Yeah, fakin' a smile, I'm fixin' up, I'm goin' up on my 80s, I'm fussin' My girl is a brilliant bitch and it's stressin' about her I'm here but I'm lackin' in places, I tell her I love you but just actin' essence And now I remember just who I am, give me a kiss, I'm for the win, I'm goin' again

My type of vacation is isolation I wanna be left alone, and I see how long I'll hold Until I get to play in occupation, to self-annihilation Stolen my survival by all of this emotion, I'm rockin' I ain't rockin', stoppin' now, it's all comin' out It's all kind of vomit, I wish I could gut it out Take away my stomach, fuckin' rip it all apart The holocaust, yeah

I'm mad to be alone I only live in my bones And in my soul